12 hours from home. 12 hours from my friends, my mom, my boyfriend. Trying to stick out a month staying with the father I just found out about last year… I thought this would be an excellent growth experience. I thought maybe a life timeout would be good for me- to reevaluate my direction. Now I am second guessing myself… 3 days in… HOMESICK.
* Sigh*
What shall I do? I think I am more overwhelmed by the idea of all this… TIME. Alone with my thoughts- when my new family is at work anyways. I love the idea of exploring a new city… but at the same time I am slightly intimidated. I believe I will start trying to learn French on the beach. Or take up the offer to lunch with the old woman who lives next door- an adorably lonely Brit. Hey, at least I can say I made a friend out of this.
…Summer break. Ha.
"I didn’t want to make the same mistake my parents made. I didn’t want my love to fade away one day like an old scar. I wanted it to burn forever."
- Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You (via larmoyante)
(via cybergirlfriend)
"All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water. And that’s the tragedy of living."
- Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via larmoyante)
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